Monday, May 10, 2010

monday


well mother's day was a day. it was nice but way busier than I wanted. I wanted to take a long nap but I think Patrick's mom enjoyed having us over so that was a nice mother's day.I had a good radio show. I tried using my new program for rhapsody on my laptop and i really like it. I wish my laptop had a longer battery time. i planted some mini tomato plants, sweet peas and bell peppers along with our growing lettuce in the back yard. I hope they all grow well. I have a strawberry pot out front too. I find gardening very calming. I like the thought of providing our own produce with no additives or spending way too much money for organic. anyway, still looking for a part time job. I have not stopped doing lucky cat but am on hiatus for now. It is really too much for me to put all my heart and soul into it the way i want. I have too much responsibilities with keenan, patrick and the dog and cat. Hopefully when keenan starts school next year i can focus a little more on what I really want to do for a career. I had a thought yesterday, to be a children's d.j., expand on cottleston pie. really, i would like to be able to someday have cottleston pie get picked up by a larger station, but I have a lot of voicework and production tightening to do to be able to do that. well, that is what has been on my mind. I need to work on the compilaltion soon. I have about six artists for sure and need to work on sponsors and funding more. i think i am becoming boring. well, more later. :)

Friday, May 7, 2010

first post


well, i'm not promising to be grammatically or politically correct but here is my first blog! I have a lot going on so I thought it would be nice to get some of it on, I was going to say paper but who uses that anymore? ha! It feels like whenever things get on a normal role, they change again and I am no closer to a career than when I graduated 10 years ago. I just don't know how to pry open that door or really what door to go to? I know what I want to do but with all the balls I am juggling it gets cloudy sometimes. being a mom is a number one priority, but I want to have something that I can do that is for me and that I feel like I am contributing to the world. maybe I am, I don't know. anyway, I guess it should be good enough to enjoy each day and then see where it takes me. well, there you go. blog no. 1 (sometimes i won't be so whiny)